Dawn's Digression.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
I'm An Inconsiderate Dumbass
Who needs/wants to vent.
I did the stupidest fucking thing. I signed up for one of those Alb3rts0n's cards. Not so stupid. I put my address as the Corinth address. The ex has not moved and I got mail at the new addy. DAMMIT.
Now I'm terrified regarding what other cards I changed. I know I was in a mood that day. Good God. I have no idea what I changed. I guess I could go through all the websites and see what I did.
Inconsiderate, inconsiderate, inconsiderate.
I'm also pissed as a weasel in a blender. I am so tired of watching my step and biting my tongue. Exhausted. Doesn't change the fact that
but. OY!
I'm wondering if I didn't screw up here. Like maybe I shouldn't be moving in, yet. Is Tracy ready for this? I don't know that I can say she is. This is a really happy time for me, and I'm not sure I want to share it with massive loads of sadness. You know? I'm just mad at myself right now and frustrated. It will pass.
I did the stupidest fucking thing. I signed up for one of those Alb3rts0n's cards. Not so stupid. I put my address as the Corinth address. The ex has not moved and I got mail at the new addy. DAMMIT.
Now I'm terrified regarding what other cards I changed. I know I was in a mood that day. Good God. I have no idea what I changed. I guess I could go through all the websites and see what I did.
Inconsiderate, inconsiderate, inconsiderate.
I'm also pissed as a weasel in a blender. I am so tired of watching my step and biting my tongue. Exhausted. Doesn't change the fact that
but. OY!
I'm wondering if I didn't screw up here. Like maybe I shouldn't be moving in, yet. Is Tracy ready for this? I don't know that I can say she is. This is a really happy time for me, and I'm not sure I want to share it with massive loads of sadness. You know? I'm just mad at myself right now and frustrated. It will pass.
Dawn, 2:10 PM
