Dawn's Digression.
Tuesday, September 10, 2002
Sorry for the delay. I've been really enjoying my relaxation time.
I've been thinking alot lately about 'later'. There isn't necessarily going to be later. And I don't mean that in a mortality sense. Let me see if I can explain this.
Right now M and I rent a duplex. There is no maintenance. We have no kids. Just the dog, cats, and fish and they don't take up much time. Lately I've just been really aware that we should be enjoying our time together as much as possible since she plans to buy a house next summer and then we want to have a baby. Once we get a house, there will always be something that needs to be done. Then when we have a child, we can forget the quiet alone time we share now. So, I guess I've been kind of needy lately. Maybe demanding too much of her time. She hasn't said anything to me about it, yet, although I assume I should ensure I don't make her feel boxed in. I just want to enjoy every minute we have together while we are happy and the relationship is new. BTW~ what is the definition of a 'new relationship'? We've been dating/together for less than two years. To me, it is still a new relationship. I said something about being in the 'honeymoon' period the other day, and I don't think she agreed with me. (I'm being vague there because I really can't remember much about the conversation.) But I've only lived with her since April, so I'd say that was honeymoon. Better enjoy it while it lasts, right?
Also, it has been brought to my attention I made no sense in reference to the cabin pictures. The pictures previously posted were from the NICER cabin the original place booked us in after they screwed up reservation. I didn't bring the pictures to work with me today. I knew I'd be too busy to put them up. Soon, I swear.
I've been thinking alot lately about 'later'. There isn't necessarily going to be later. And I don't mean that in a mortality sense. Let me see if I can explain this.
Right now M and I rent a duplex. There is no maintenance. We have no kids. Just the dog, cats, and fish and they don't take up much time. Lately I've just been really aware that we should be enjoying our time together as much as possible since she plans to buy a house next summer and then we want to have a baby. Once we get a house, there will always be something that needs to be done. Then when we have a child, we can forget the quiet alone time we share now. So, I guess I've been kind of needy lately. Maybe demanding too much of her time. She hasn't said anything to me about it, yet, although I assume I should ensure I don't make her feel boxed in. I just want to enjoy every minute we have together while we are happy and the relationship is new. BTW~ what is the definition of a 'new relationship'? We've been dating/together for less than two years. To me, it is still a new relationship. I said something about being in the 'honeymoon' period the other day, and I don't think she agreed with me. (I'm being vague there because I really can't remember much about the conversation.) But I've only lived with her since April, so I'd say that was honeymoon. Better enjoy it while it lasts, right?
Also, it has been brought to my attention I made no sense in reference to the cabin pictures. The pictures previously posted were from the NICER cabin the original place booked us in after they screwed up reservation. I didn't bring the pictures to work with me today. I knew I'd be too busy to put them up. Soon, I swear.
Dawn, 1:28 PM
