Dawn's Digression.
Saturday, July 19, 2003
I ran a ton of errands today. I was out looking for shoes and undergarments for my dress. I also looked at some rings. And I went to Half Price Books. I got nuthin'. Well, that's not true. I did get one undergarment.
I didn't get a thing packed today, though. I think it still doesn't feel real to me that I am getting out of here. Maybe that is part of the whole 'surreal issue' I'm having. I feel really bad for Mich, actually. This is a terribly exciting time in her life, and the person she has chosen to share it with isn't sharing her glee. I'm so detached. It doesn't seem fair. I gave a her a card on her birthday, and wrote something kind in it. She actually asked me if I really meant it, or if I was just saying it. Ouch. To both of us.
Of course, all of this is stress related, and I think we both understand that. It is nevertheless troublesome. But you know what? 3 months from now everything will be back to normal. Whatever that may be.
I didn't get a thing packed today, though. I think it still doesn't feel real to me that I am getting out of here. Maybe that is part of the whole 'surreal issue' I'm having. I feel really bad for Mich, actually. This is a terribly exciting time in her life, and the person she has chosen to share it with isn't sharing her glee. I'm so detached. It doesn't seem fair. I gave a her a card on her birthday, and wrote something kind in it. She actually asked me if I really meant it, or if I was just saying it. Ouch. To both of us.
Of course, all of this is stress related, and I think we both understand that. It is nevertheless troublesome. But you know what? 3 months from now everything will be back to normal. Whatever that may be.
Dawn, 10:49 PM
