Dawn's Digression.
Wednesday, April 30, 2003
I am really bummed.
It looks like Michele and I may need to postpone the wedding until after we buy a house. I just about had Vermont planned when Michele started asking me questions I had no answer for. I became really frustrated because 1) she expects me to have answers 2) I should probably have answers 3) I have no answers. I am feeling like 6 months is just not enough time to plan this. I'm sure it is, but the fact that I have no bridesmaids to take on some of the work makes it a bit harder. We talked about hiring a coordinator we know. Just because I am so frustrated I can't stand it right now. But the stress of this on top of looking for a house is probably just too much. We haven't made a decision yet. I will be really sad, though, if we decide to postpone. I was really excited about doing it in October.
Shelley got laid off last week. She will be moving to Napa Valley by the end of May. She was actually kind of happy about it. Michele was not. I think that was the last fun coworker she had. I feel bad for Michele, also, because she is losing not only her best co-worker, but best friend. Sure, they'll still be friends and all that. It just won't be the same. It sucks, too, that Shelley won't be here to help plan our wedding stuff.
Ally is making me crazy. She is SO afraid of Peanut. I am sick and tired of cleaning up cat pee. I can't decide who I dislike more right now, the Nut or Princess Ally McCrackin. I say that, yet I periodically pick one of them up and ask, "Who's pretty?" Grumpy ass girl kitties. This is why I like male cats. Boobies is sweet as pie. So was Chat. But every girl kitty I've had has been difficult. I think I may call Rachel and see if that lady that wanted Peanut has already gotten a cat. I'm sure she has. But it won't hurt to ask.
It looks like Michele and I may need to postpone the wedding until after we buy a house. I just about had Vermont planned when Michele started asking me questions I had no answer for. I became really frustrated because 1) she expects me to have answers 2) I should probably have answers 3) I have no answers. I am feeling like 6 months is just not enough time to plan this. I'm sure it is, but the fact that I have no bridesmaids to take on some of the work makes it a bit harder. We talked about hiring a coordinator we know. Just because I am so frustrated I can't stand it right now. But the stress of this on top of looking for a house is probably just too much. We haven't made a decision yet. I will be really sad, though, if we decide to postpone. I was really excited about doing it in October.
Shelley got laid off last week. She will be moving to Napa Valley by the end of May. She was actually kind of happy about it. Michele was not. I think that was the last fun coworker she had. I feel bad for Michele, also, because she is losing not only her best co-worker, but best friend. Sure, they'll still be friends and all that. It just won't be the same. It sucks, too, that Shelley won't be here to help plan our wedding stuff.
Ally is making me crazy. She is SO afraid of Peanut. I am sick and tired of cleaning up cat pee. I can't decide who I dislike more right now, the Nut or Princess Ally McCrackin. I say that, yet I periodically pick one of them up and ask, "Who's pretty?" Grumpy ass girl kitties. This is why I like male cats. Boobies is sweet as pie. So was Chat. But every girl kitty I've had has been difficult. I think I may call Rachel and see if that lady that wanted Peanut has already gotten a cat. I'm sure she has. But it won't hurt to ask.
Dawn, 8:17 AM
