Dawn's Digression.

Things Are Swell

Things are swell in the land of Dawn. Life is back to its' boring self. I have nothing new or exciting. The most exciting thing right now is that I have dinner with Rachel. Which is actually quite exciting.

I haven't enrolled in my last class yet. And I don't care. God help me if someone asks me about my future right now. I'll enroll in the class, but I'm not feeling rushed about it. I applied for yet ANOTHER job here within my company. I didn't get the last one I applied for. A woman that had been laid off got it. Which was okay with me, anyway. It was a downgrade. It was closer to home, though. This new job I've applied for is in the same building, but pays better. Money is good. I've tested well, but I'm really not all that positive that I will get the job. Maybe I should work on that. My 'whatever' energy may be rubbing off on the universe. The thing is, I know if I don't get it, it is because I'm not meant for it. And I'll be okay with that. I'll sit here in my chair and wait for the next opportunity.

For awhile there I thought I would kill TC. But the last couple of days I've mellowed. Seriously. I thought I would kill her. I know she felt the same. But I feel like we're back on track now...taking it one day at a time.

I watched the funniest show last night. American Idol. I haven't laughed that hard in I don't know how long. I hurt I was laughing so hard. We we both crying. It was great. Tonight it won't be as good because the people trying out won't suck as much as they did last night. This one guy was singing "Silent Night" in his audition. But it was "si-ya-lent night. I said, si-ya-lent night". OMG, it was hilarious. And this one girl singing Lady Marmalade. Holy crap was she awful. Another kid was singing American Pie. Only he was more READING it. He had the lyrics in front of him. Anyway, I guess you'd have to see it to understand. It was great.