Dawn's Digression.
Monday, December 05, 2005
Cursing Squirrels with Papaya at Wal-Mart
Goodness. Lots of blogging going on today. I bet you're glad you don't spend a lot of time with me. I talk too much. Always have. My mom said that when she and I lived with Granny and slept in the same bed I would talk all night. I'd just ramble. She'd fall asleep. I'd say, "Mommy?" "Mommy??!" "MOMMY!" "DONNA!" Mom would say, "Hunh?" The cycle repeated itself. LOL
After this post I'm just making a list and blogging later. I've made a couple of commitments to myself today.
My friend Tonya yelled at me for crying yesterday. Why does she always do that? I yelled right back at her. Why do I always do that? She makes me kinda mad. I told her last night, "You are pissing me off right now!" She laughed and we were good. So, I'm all crying because I'm happy. Things are good. This is totally dramatic and over-stated, but I feel like I've been... hmmm. Hiding for quite awhile. See, the thing is, I haven't been ABLE to talk. There is a fine line between expressing yourself and ratting out your wife. I don't think anybody needs to know most of what happened. That is between Michele, me, and her bottle. Since that is what I was struggling with, that is what was on my mind. Now I have things on my mind like finches with funny feathers. It just feels like freedom to hang out with friends and not have troubles on my mind. BTW, Tonya's partner, Alma, is incredibly sweet. She came to my defense and explained what I meant to Tonya.
I need Lysol. Random thought. I swear, I go to the store so often it is ridiculous. It's maddening. Yesterday, I'm trying to get ready to go to a party. I bought my beer. I'm good to go. Notsomuch. I left my handy little cooler with Michele because she loved that thing and used it for work. SO. Off I go to Target. It seems like anytime I need to do something, I have to make a run to the store. It's frustrating. Honestly, I've had it with Target, Wal-Mart and Kohl's. Just had it. The thought of oing to the mall or Sears or whatever for Xmas shopping is not appealing to me in the slightest. Going to Petco for cat food is also unappealing.
How could my stomach already hurt this morning? HOW? I haven't eaten anything. Usually, my stomach hurts when I eat, not when I don't eat. Wonder if it was the ramen I had for dinner last night? *sigh* I'm almost out of papaya, so now I must buy that, too. For cryin' out loud.
My schedule sucks this week. I have to go to Plano 3 times. I also have to go to Dallas one day. These plans extend into the evening. Actually, into the night. Friday night a chick from CA and my friend Jessica are crashing here, and I'm taking Judy (chick from CA) to the airport on Saturday. *bangs head on desk* December makes me feel all popular and stuff. ;) Today and tomorrow are pretty free. N3tflix! Woo! Christmas tree! Yeah, I still haven't put up that tree. I keep getting distracted. Maybe tonight.
I've decided to answer the phone when it rings today. I even turned on the ringer. How about that?? I might even check my voice mail.
What in SAM HELL is going on next door today? Golly. They've been banging around for over an hour.
I think I've decided I need a .... I have no word. When Mich and I tried to stop cussing we did the nickel per word thing. It worked. Except when you realized you said something that was gonna cost you and you'd cuss about that. Then cuss cuz you cussed. And then cuss because you cussed because you cussed. Man, I could get up to a quarter on one offense. hehe Anyway. I need a nickel jar. I just ain't as fun making yourself pay. Hmm. Hmm. *thinking*
Where do squirrels live?
After this post I'm just making a list and blogging later. I've made a couple of commitments to myself today.
My friend Tonya yelled at me for crying yesterday. Why does she always do that? I yelled right back at her. Why do I always do that? She makes me kinda mad. I told her last night, "You are pissing me off right now!" She laughed and we were good. So, I'm all crying because I'm happy. Things are good. This is totally dramatic and over-stated, but I feel like I've been... hmmm. Hiding for quite awhile. See, the thing is, I haven't been ABLE to talk. There is a fine line between expressing yourself and ratting out your wife. I don't think anybody needs to know most of what happened. That is between Michele, me, and her bottle. Since that is what I was struggling with, that is what was on my mind. Now I have things on my mind like finches with funny feathers. It just feels like freedom to hang out with friends and not have troubles on my mind. BTW, Tonya's partner, Alma, is incredibly sweet. She came to my defense and explained what I meant to Tonya.
I need Lysol. Random thought. I swear, I go to the store so often it is ridiculous. It's maddening. Yesterday, I'm trying to get ready to go to a party. I bought my beer. I'm good to go. Notsomuch. I left my handy little cooler with Michele because she loved that thing and used it for work. SO. Off I go to Target. It seems like anytime I need to do something, I have to make a run to the store. It's frustrating. Honestly, I've had it with Target, Wal-Mart and Kohl's. Just had it. The thought of oing to the mall or Sears or whatever for Xmas shopping is not appealing to me in the slightest. Going to Petco for cat food is also unappealing.
How could my stomach already hurt this morning? HOW? I haven't eaten anything. Usually, my stomach hurts when I eat, not when I don't eat. Wonder if it was the ramen I had for dinner last night? *sigh* I'm almost out of papaya, so now I must buy that, too. For cryin' out loud.
My schedule sucks this week. I have to go to Plano 3 times. I also have to go to Dallas one day. These plans extend into the evening. Actually, into the night. Friday night a chick from CA and my friend Jessica are crashing here, and I'm taking Judy (chick from CA) to the airport on Saturday. *bangs head on desk* December makes me feel all popular and stuff. ;) Today and tomorrow are pretty free. N3tflix! Woo! Christmas tree! Yeah, I still haven't put up that tree. I keep getting distracted. Maybe tonight.
I've decided to answer the phone when it rings today. I even turned on the ringer. How about that?? I might even check my voice mail.
What in SAM HELL is going on next door today? Golly. They've been banging around for over an hour.
I think I've decided I need a .... I have no word. When Mich and I tried to stop cussing we did the nickel per word thing. It worked. Except when you realized you said something that was gonna cost you and you'd cuss about that. Then cuss cuz you cussed. And then cuss because you cussed because you cussed. Man, I could get up to a quarter on one offense. hehe Anyway. I need a nickel jar. I just ain't as fun making yourself pay. Hmm. Hmm. *thinking*
Where do squirrels live?
Dawn, 7:58 AM
