Dawn's Digression.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Manic? Nah.
Rachel says I’m manic these days. I say I’m excited. The Dr. did lower one of my drugs…the one that keeps me stable. This is somewhat worrisome. Right now I feel comfortable saying that I’m just excited about what is coming my way. However, there is always the nagging in the back of my brain reminding me that each of my emotions has an equal and opposite reaction. If this does happen to be the case, I’m going to be screwed here shortly. This is the highest I’ve been in a long time. If it isn’t natural happiness, I’m not going to be able to get out of the bed any day now. I don’t have time for that.
For now, I think I’ll enjoy it and cross my fingers that it doesn’t go away.
I am so not in the mood for that depression BS.
For now, I think I’ll enjoy it and cross my fingers that it doesn’t go away.
I am so not in the mood for that depression BS.
Dawn, 8:13 AM
