Dawn's Digression.

I'm going to warn you now, this is not going to be a positive post. I am doubting there will be anything entertaining or insightful or really even worth reading. Truth be told, I know I should not blog right now, but I need to vent, and I have no idea who I can really talk to right now. I am a very angry individual. That's why I can't talk to anyone. I had a crappy weekend, and I am alternating between extremely angry and extremely depressed. I took an Ambian at 8:30 last night, but stayed up until 11 writing, which was probably not the best idea. The Ambian WAS the best idea, just not the writing part. I am just so angry. It takes absolutely nothing to set me off. I cry and then I throw something. I throw something and then I cry. This is truly ridiculous. About an hour ago, I thought about crawling under my desk. Thirty minutes before that, I wanted to go for a jog. It's too early for PMS, so I don't know what it is all about. You know, I want to vent more, I am just finding it completely ...um... inappropriate. I'm sure I'll be better in a few hours or maybe tomorrow. I'll try to come back then and say something nice. :)