Dawn's Digression.
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Poor Dawn Entry
See how I fix this for you, so you can skip the 'Poor Me' section? Aren't I nice?
Dawn tired. Dawn wicked tired. Seriously. My beans are lost. Kimber, you still got those beans in a jar? Please send.
First whine:
I have to go to the new company to talk to the VP today. I am so not happy. I had to go get a haircut yesterday after work, which I SO did not have money for. (Which is why I could spend $3.52 at Starbucks. I know. Shut UP.) I had to try something nice to wear. Mission: NOT Accomplished. I have no closed toe heels I want to wear, so I'm afraid my shoes are inappropriate. All my somewhat dressy clothes are long sleeves, and it's going to be almost 90 fucking degrees out there today. So, now I get to drive downtown, pay for parking, and pretend to be all confident and cheerful. *sigh* Oh, yeah, the good news is that Michele is letting me drive Bessie today, so I at least have air conditioning.
Second whine:
You know I said I was questioning my decision to take that second class? I'm actually considering dropping the Dr. H-J class. I don't want to, but I really don't think I can handle 2 summer classes. ED&A is going to have homework each night, and my motivation is SO low. (Melody, maybe I need more graduation pictures!) I just love Dr. H-J. And I want to take her class. I just need to be realistic.
You know what I wish I had? A decision-maker. Someone to say, "Okay. Now you're going to do this. And then you're going to do that." Decisions SUCK.
Third whine:
I don't want a new job. I like the company I work for. Even if they've laid off 4 or 5 times since I've been here. They've been good to me and I have it made. I do whatever I want and nobody cares as long as my work is done. Now I have to go impress people. *sigh* Leave it to me to take something wonderful and be poopy about it. Hey, the blog title warned you. You chose to read! ;)
Dawn tired. Dawn wicked tired. Seriously. My beans are lost. Kimber, you still got those beans in a jar? Please send.
First whine:
I have to go to the new company to talk to the VP today. I am so not happy. I had to go get a haircut yesterday after work, which I SO did not have money for. (Which is why I could spend $3.52 at Starbucks. I know. Shut UP.) I had to try something nice to wear. Mission: NOT Accomplished. I have no closed toe heels I want to wear, so I'm afraid my shoes are inappropriate. All my somewhat dressy clothes are long sleeves, and it's going to be almost 90 fucking degrees out there today. So, now I get to drive downtown, pay for parking, and pretend to be all confident and cheerful. *sigh* Oh, yeah, the good news is that Michele is letting me drive Bessie today, so I at least have air conditioning.
Second whine:
You know I said I was questioning my decision to take that second class? I'm actually considering dropping the Dr. H-J class. I don't want to, but I really don't think I can handle 2 summer classes. ED&A is going to have homework each night, and my motivation is SO low. (Melody, maybe I need more graduation pictures!) I just love Dr. H-J. And I want to take her class. I just need to be realistic.
You know what I wish I had? A decision-maker. Someone to say, "Okay. Now you're going to do this. And then you're going to do that." Decisions SUCK.
Third whine:
I don't want a new job. I like the company I work for. Even if they've laid off 4 or 5 times since I've been here. They've been good to me and I have it made. I do whatever I want and nobody cares as long as my work is done. Now I have to go impress people. *sigh* Leave it to me to take something wonderful and be poopy about it. Hey, the blog title warned you. You chose to read! ;)
Dawn, 7:07 AM
