Dawn's Digression.

The weather here has been splendid. Last weekend was incredibly gorgeous, rain and all. It could have rained for another four days, and I never would have complained. It is such a relief from the heat we've had the past couple of months. This week, the highs are in the 80s, and it is truly blissful. I'd still be fine with more rain, though.

I keep thinking of things to blog about, but by the time I have a moment to blog, the thought is gone. One thought I had last night is this question:

At what point is it okay to decide that you can't love someone despite their faults?

I know that you are supposed to love someone for all that they are, and for the most part, I don't have problems with this. But one of my friends has really pushed me to the edge. This specific individual is completely self-centered and I am greatly disappointed in her and by her. She seems to think everything is about her. She has not even once congratulated me on getting married. She has not said anything, except that I'm 'settling'. She is the one who introduced us! And THEN she has the nerve to ask who will be at the shower on Saturday. She asked because Michele and I are friends with some people that she has had run-ins with. No one else I know will have these types of problems at our shower. Only her. And I am pissed to no end that who will be at my shower matters to her. You know what? I have better friends. I really do. I can't stand to say that. This person was completely there for me during that God-awful break up. I called her everyday. We e-mailed every day. And now I feel like a traitor for not knowing whether or not I want to continue the friendship. How awful of a person am I?